WHEN: 12 JUN 14
WHERE: 360’s
Im writing this a little later than i usually would so i don’t remember too much of this night. I met his mom again,and we watched Summer heights high. an hour later,he kissed me
after we had sex, I talked to him the way we never do.We talked for a super long time about the past couple months. i can’t remember everything but basically,it was all good things. I want more, and he does too. He wants to get to know me better,and i think he likes me more than I’d previously thought. we’re always on the exact same page
Then i went home where i got into this ridiculous argument with my dad. he accused me of trying to rub in his face the fact I have sex. I didn't talk to him at all for the next few days
WHEN: 14 JUN 14
WHERE: SOME PARTY, BOURBON ST., LATER ON 360’s
I was already drunk before he came to the party,then i did a whippet and we sat down, talking until midnite. we’re getting so much more comfortable with each other; I can finally make him laugh without trying
Afterwards, around 1 I went with jessica, 360 and his 2 friends to bourbon street. we didn’t get into any bars but I was happy to see jessica again since it’d been so long. And these 2 friends of his aren’t boring like the others I've met(!!). 360 and i are always so much alike
He dropped his friends off at their houses,then we stopped at a gas station to buy more alcohol which never actually happened. Instead him me and Jessica smoked cigarettes in his car listening to music. 360 fell asleep a little bit
then he dropped Jess off at her friend’s house and we went back to his. We had sex twice and talked for a couple hours. from 3 to 6 a.m, all we did was ask each other questions. I’m sure i like him this time, much more than in the last kiss log
I was with jessica on my way home when i called my dad, and he said not to bother coming back which is something he says probably once a week. This time though i didn't feel like coming home anyway so i just asked my brother to bring a backpack with my things out and stayed at my best friend’s house for Father's day
WHEN: 15 JUN 14
WHERE: 360’s
Then around midnite, jessica gave me a ride to 360s. at this point, I was functioning on about 2 hrs of sleep since 2 days ago. We watched the first half of waynes world and had sex. i tried my best to stay awake with him but couldnt lol around 1:30, i passed out
I like waking up next to him. He hugs me so close and smells really good. he gave me a small kiss before we got dressed and left his house. (Its the hardest thing to get out of bed when im with him) Around 10:30, he dropped me off at my best friend’s house
i spent all day and night with her until my parents showed up completely out of the blue. They were angry with me for missing my counselor’s meeting and took me home where they told me about how my dad called 360. so that was pretty mortifying. Not that my dad or 360 said anything embarrassing, but I've been avoiding them having any sort of contact for a while now
My parents tried to ground me,which never works. What also never works is the deal where I go out twice a week as long as im home by 12. We talked for 2 hours but to sum it up, Im not punished at all and i’m allowed to go out 3 times a week with no curfew
i called 360 afterward and I dont think he was super weirded out by my dad calling him. I told him i don't understand why my parents make such a big deal out of our relationship. Instead of caring about my doing drugs or drinking, they focus on the fact i have sex which isn’t illegal, doesnt affect my health, and is completely irrelevant to their lives. I hate how they drag 360 into so much shit when what i do with him doesn’t affect them in any way at all. i also refuse to let them meet him in person. Idk how many times i can reemphasize the fact he’s not my boyfriend and we aren’t serious in any way
But overall im really happy about this weekend. im in a better place with 360 and with these new terms, I dont think i'll be getting into trouble with my parents again. This is where ive wanted to be for a long time now
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