At myself! It's like why, Lord, why? Why must I have all these damn story ideas in my damn brain that won't leave me alone? Why can't I just be happy enough with ONE story idea enough to run with it without -0r590w95934095349t0-9t69934086 3-4905 other story ideas trying to push their way to the front line? I just........I just want to work on ONE story for awhile but no..........I thought I managed to keep Filled With Syn up good for awhile. I love Syn and all his sexiness but guess what's happened now?
FUCKING MATT SANDERS WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE! I'm just all ugh....unff....because he's stuck in my darn day dreams and story ideas now. Sigh. I kind of want to start this one story with him but I'll feel horrible about doing so. I have Co Writes I need to work on. I had wanted to start one Co Write but now I'm so spastic I've been getting behind on all my existing stories. Sure, I could start a new story even though I have tons already......but I dunno. Maybe I shouldn't feel so bad about it.
It's just yet another story. Doesn't mean there's a dead line on when it has to be completed. I just don't want people to tire of my new story startings. We'll see what happens. I just really want to write a story with just Matt from the band and a female original character. I want it to be smutty but also with a budding emotional connection. I guess we'll see what happens.
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