It's truly a mix of emotions.
Last night I felt like changing my avatar for the site so I was like, "Okay, let's see if we can find a new pic of Ravi!" Tralalalalalala...
*goes to Google*
*inputs "Kim Wonshik" into the search engine*
*click*
Yay! Ravi pictures!
Huh? Wait a second, that girl looks familiar....
Oh shit, that's me!
First: Shock.
I'm not going to lie. My stomach dropped. I didn't know what else to do other than just stare at my laptop screen honestly. Like... I'm right there next to him in the results.
Second: Amusement/Disbelief.
Then I just started laughing. Really hard. I was like, "I can't fucking believe this is happening." I even had to text my friends about it to be like, "WTF?"
Third: Embarrassment.
I couldn't believe I popped up next to him. What if people click on this and go try to find out who the hell I am.
Fourth: Self-Criticism.
I couldn't stop thinking things like, "Oh god, I look like a dumbass here. And look, I look like a whore. Holy shit." ::facepalm:
Mainly, I felt embarrassed, but I don't really hate that I'm up there with him. It's actually pretty cool. However, I pop up a lot. And I don't mean once or twice, I mean like... *counts* I pop up 13 times. 14 if you wanna include my previous avatar. ::XD:
Just look, I took screenshots. ::lmfao:
SO yeah. Obviously, this is all because I use his name as my username. Of course, there's also that mega-creeper stalker fangirl inside that's just dead-set on believing this is fate and the universe saying we're meant to be. But that was definitely a bit of a shocker for me...
But it was most definitely a good one.
Hopefully he'll google search himself, see me, and be like, "I'M GOING TO FIND THIS GIRL SO I CAN MARRY HER."
It's going to happen.
Wishful thinking, I know. Don't remind me.
Last night I felt like changing my avatar for the site so I was like, "Okay, let's see if we can find a new pic of Ravi!" Tralalalalalala...
*goes to Google*
*inputs "Kim Wonshik" into the search engine*
*click*
Yay! Ravi pictures!
Huh? Wait a second, that girl looks familiar....
Oh shit, that's me!
First: Shock.
I'm not going to lie. My stomach dropped. I didn't know what else to do other than just stare at my laptop screen honestly. Like... I'm right there next to him in the results.
Second: Amusement/Disbelief.
Then I just started laughing. Really hard. I was like, "I can't fucking believe this is happening." I even had to text my friends about it to be like, "WTF?"
Third: Embarrassment.
I couldn't believe I popped up next to him. What if people click on this and go try to find out who the hell I am.
Fourth: Self-Criticism.
I couldn't stop thinking things like, "Oh god, I look like a dumbass here. And look, I look like a whore. Holy shit." ::facepalm:
Mainly, I felt embarrassed, but I don't really hate that I'm up there with him. It's actually pretty cool. However, I pop up a lot. And I don't mean once or twice, I mean like... *counts* I pop up 13 times. 14 if you wanna include my previous avatar. ::XD:
Just look, I took screenshots. ::lmfao:
SO yeah. Obviously, this is all because I use his name as my username. Of course, there's also that mega-creeper stalker fangirl inside that's just dead-set on believing this is fate and the universe saying we're meant to be. But that was definitely a bit of a shocker for me...
But it was most definitely a good one.
Hopefully he'll google search himself, see me, and be like, "I'M GOING TO FIND THIS GIRL SO I CAN MARRY HER."
It's going to happen.
Wishful thinking, I know. Don't remind me.