Confusion

i'm so confused right now. I mean i have a lot of close friends and some days they will be all like nice and totally awesome then the next day they change or something it's so weird and I don't know if it's me or them or something else entirely but i'm so confused about what's going on right now and my wo closest friends like to make fun of me and pretend to hate me for fun (long inside joke type thing) but now it's like too real feeling and it's annoying and ...... AHH! i'm so messed up! and it just seems that like nobody likes me these days or something.... it's confusing and i'm so sick of it. but yea i just wanted to like get this all out and if you read it thanks but yea sorry if my life bores you to death...