2 A.M Thoughts

Okay, mibs. Let's do this.

I'm actually a very happy person. I'm in a good, solid, state of mind. I'm happy.

Could use a flatter stomach, but I'm good. (Which is bullshit and I should just go and be a chubby bunny)

I just don't feel...full. Like I'm happy but I don't feel like I'm living the best life and honestly at this very moment I can't change it.

I wish I could, but I can't. I think the thing I'm lacking the most really is emotional, financial, and physical affection.

And I don't want them separately, I want a care package.

I don't know, things have just been so lack luster I just want someone to pick me up and take me somewhere nice and open where they'd be happy to just want me twirl in their living room giggling and kissing them as they call me 'baby girl' and give me anything I could ever want.

Is that weird? Because like, you know, people like that don't exist?

Who knows?

Who cares?

I wish people like that did, though. If so I would want to be where they are.

Oh, fuck. Spam bots are taking over.

...oh well.

Gonna sleep and wake up and make myself look pretty for myself.

night.
August 1st, 2014 at 08:47am