Again

So everything has been going more smoothly these past few weeks. I've been trying to draw and write and see friends and I've been spending a lot of time with my boyfriend which makes me happy to say the least. After the whole "we've got to talk" we just didn't I kept expecting that he would bring it up but he didn't and we just had a nice time and then more and more nice times and he kept saying sweet long term stuff...

In general I thought that we were back on a very solid spot. But yet again he went out with his friends (I'm noticing that whenever he goes out with one of them he gets all weird...) and he again sent me a super early message of "we have to talk, I'll see you Sunday at four pm wherever you want to" and a "rest well".
WHAT the hell?

I just called him to ask if we could see each other today and he was reluctant and cold but I kept asking and he said "we'll be fine" and stuff like "you didn't do anything"...

I'm really scared and confused. In my eyes it makes no sense, everything has been awesome with us lately.
I just don't know what is going to happen with us and even if these things keep happening... what future do we have?
August 15th, 2014 at 07:55pm