I'm Depressed

I'm not sure why...

I feel like no one understands me but I supposed that's how most people feel while they're depressed.

I tried sharing my opinion and it backfired...

Life is such a privilege and I understand that.

I'm contemplating starting to cut again.

Honestly though, I only ever think about it, I'm too chicken to do it because my mom would beat my ass if I did actually go through with it.

I just don't know what to do or where to go anymore.

I don't know who to turn to or even who to ask.

I'm breaking and I can't find my duct tape that I normally have.

Why is this happening?