All Moved Out

Its been a long few days(started packing last Saturday) but I am finally out. I've been struggling all day with back pain but I managed to get everything done(I did all the packing and all the cleaning, and most of moving the things). As im sitting here waiting for my mom to pick me up I feel like I should be sad that I am leaving behind my grandma's past and now leaving it in the hands of somebody who dosent know what she's doing. But all I feel and see is discuss. All the memories that used to be here are now replaced by horrible memories. So I'm not even sad I'm more nauseous.