First Day in College...

It is the new event of my life and I am officially terrified. I am late on the first day of college, my introduction was a mess of stutters, and I am pretty sure the professor does not like me. I also made a complete ass of myself for not knowing my adviser username and password for my computer access for the library. Not to mention, I have a three and a half waiting period until the next class in which I will probably be on this computer typing for the next 30 mins.

I should be already, I should know what I am doing but I have ultimately no idea, I have no friends, and I feel like a fish out of water. Maybe I should at least have one good friend here. My plan was to make a friends in each class so I have someone to fall unto if I miss an assignment or if I miss a notes in class someone will help me out and I would help them out... I don't know. I feel like I might not even make any friends with the rate that I am going. I know one girl for my Biology lab course, we have been friends.. well shop class mates in high school. I went to a trade school so she was in my Allied Health Shop for 4 years so we know each other quite well. I know for a fact I might pick her for a lab partner... maybe. She was not the one to take everything serious so I am doubting this.

All I know is...
1.) I am terrified
2.)I have no idea what I am doing
3.) I need to relax even though I am freaking out.
4.)I really wish my boyfriend would text me back or call me back... considering he is an hour and 45 mins away..
5.)I need to get my head on straight and look a head on my school work. If I am a head then I am all set.
6.) Probably get off this computer and go to the book store.

For right now I will update later on....

~Monica<3
September 2nd, 2014 at 04:16pm