i don't know what to call this ?

ahhh i hate it when you really, REALLY want to write
and there's something in there but you can't get it out
on paper. gahhhh i've been staring at a blank word document
for like 20 minutes now. fuckkk.

my best friend called 2 minutes ago crying.
he got in a horrible car accident. he's fine, thank God,
but the old woman he hit is in critical condition, and
he's freaking out. =[ i can't imagine him ever getting
in an accident ... he's such a good driver, hopefully it
wasn't his fault. and hopefully the woman is okay ... =/

uh on a random note. i'm starting to get annoyed
with the whole gerard / lyn - z thing. don't klil me. i
want them to be happy ... just maybe not together ?
i don't know. i like them both. i jsut don't want him to
fuck up his life. but it's not my say so whatever. haha
i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore.

[ / rant ]