Karma.

How time spins us around. I found a new name to hide behind and a new light in your eyes. Both came unexpectedly halfway through caffeinated college classes, and I want both to stay; but for you, it might be too late. I see her name planted on your lips and though it breaks my soul in two, I know I have brought this upon myself. I trust you to do the right thing, but I'm not sure that encompasses being with me, because I know I have caused you pain. But you wouldn't just drop something that's been going on for this long, would you? I know I would've not long ago, but not you. Never you. Please tell me you won't, or I might just lose my head again.