Losing Myself in the Process

What do i do

I've been sleeping less
I don't want to eat anymore
There are so many things that i have to do and so little time and I can't even have time for myself. Heck I don't have time for sleep anymore.

And now, i just got scolded for losing a watch
And and i just can't anymore
My glass is filled to the brim already and i know crying right now won't solve all of it

But it's just too much and I'm just a teenager and there are too many expectations for me to bear.

To be honest, I feel like I'm nearing suicidal. I'm only 15 but i'm thinking about university and and my future and I vaguely remember my childhood anymore.

I barely ate dinner. I'm barely sleeping. I'm barely holding on to myself.

I feel like I'm already losing myself.