Feelings... Ugh!

I want to write, and update my stories. I really want to. And I'm trying not to beat myself up right now.

Honestly, I'm not sure how to explain what I'm feeling. I just don't feel like doing anything. I want to do things, like write and update my stuff. But, a part of me wants to just lay in bed and cry. And I loathe this feeling.

One day down, twenty nine to go... I just want my husband to come home. I want to get a good night's sleep. Maybe I'll just take this weekend to veg out and cry some of my feelings out.