Help

You told me to find you but I can't. I have no idea where to look and nobody will help me. But I need you! I told you I wouldn't but I was wrong. I tried to reach out to someone else but when you feel so lost nobody can find you, that’s where I am. I need someone to either hold me close or make it stop or slap me and yell and scream until I find my own way. But I don’t have anyone because you’re gone and I’m fading. I can pull myself out for seconds at a time and then whoosh. Gone. Please come find me because I can’t find you.