Moving Home

Since moving to Pennsylvania I have been boarder-line depressed and crazy. Nothing has went right in my mind, although everything went right as soon as I landed. I ended up going back to school, which this is where I am writing it from. (: GED, but I haven't really been focusing on myself since coming up here but now it is my time to go back home to where I belong.

Maybe, I don't know, perhaps this is a pointless blog where I right about my thoughts. I guess this is what I consider therapy because I don't feel comfortable getting a real therapist that might just be able to understand my every waking thought and mind control is key.

So when I arrived in Pennsylvania is was hard for me because I left everyone In Florida behind me. My mom who is my absolute hero, my step dad who is more like a real dad to me than my biological. He has done more for me than anyone in this world. My best friend in the whole world who knows me more than I know myself. & My two new baby sisters who were born just 2 months ago. My dad had a baby and my mommy had a baby. Two Girls. Alexa & Madison. :) Their such my babies and I miss them, and I haven't met them yet, so that really hit me hard and dropped my happiness even more.

I came up here to change and I felt like that's exactly what I did. I changed everything. My hair, my clothes, my mind and my attitude, so when I moved back to Florida I wouldn't be the person everything hated.

I plan on moving home in the next 6 days, I'm moving in with my best friend and her family. I'm getting a job, goin' back to finish my GED and actually make something of myself. <3

Yes, I blog about random stuff in my life, but that's what blogging is for.
October 16th, 2014 at 06:06pm