I cried last night . . .

I cried last night because I feel as if my best friend has been taken away from me. I cried because I felt as if none of my friends loved me. I cried because I don't think anybody wants to help Marina get away from him. I cried because I felt alone. I cried because I wanted to cry in Darrens arms instead of in my room hugging myself.
When I woke up some of my thoughts that night felt stupid but I was just happy to have released my sorrow. I had never cried like that before in I don't know how many years. Of course I didn't tell anybody about what happened at school even though they could tell I was sad.
I want my best friend back. I want to see Darren again. Both of them seem impossible right now but I won't ever give up hope.