Something's Wrong.

I was kind of feeling okay when I woke up this morning. Kind of. Besides cramps. I can tell that my time of the month is almost here. So I thought that was why I was feeling kind of off. And then I thought it could be all the caffeine I have been drinking lately. Or a combination of the two.

But I felt so numb and unbothered by everything. And not a good kind of unbothered. When I got to school, I was feeling even worse. And the weather is really gloomy. And it dawned on me. Winter is here or almost here. And I thought that I was getting better. But my depression always comes back worse than ever during the winter and usually sticks around until summer. It's always there, but it's worse during the winter months.

And I don't know if that is it or what this is. But I feel like something is really, really wrong.