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ok i used to cut myself cause my X-boyfriend dumped me and i still loved him at the
time and i found out that my real dad did not give a fuck about me and some guys in my nabiorhood about 5 months ago i was hanging with the guys in my hood and i thought they were
my friends thats what i thoughtbut i was wrong the guys names were Preston,John,
micheal,kyle,and dylan i was in Prestons basement with him and i was sitting on the
other side of the room when john came over then preston told me to sit next to him i said
no so he came over and piked me up these guys were hude and i was like a tig to them
then micheal and kyle came over and were just sitting down there and i liked john at the time me preston and john are all sitting on the same couch and micheal and kyle
are sitting in the other couch we were talking about dirtbikes and i went to get up
and preston grabed me and held me down and let john finger me and i was saying no get
off and he didnt so i yeld but no one herd me when they got done i went home crying
and then my mom asked me what happed i told her that i saw a dog get hit and she was like im sorry then like a few months later i saw them and then john came around and pansted me i frecked out and beat them up i went home where nikki was i had her little sister with me we went in side and my parents wernt there i was scard i got in trouble
cause i got fired i was babysitting 2 days after that happend i told my mom and she called the cops then i told the cops what happend then they sent in the stuff that i told them and i went to the invastigater i told her what happend she said i would be going to court
a few weeks later the invastigater called and said she cant do anything about cause what
they did was to late i sould of told my mom earlyer thats what the invastigater said
i was all like bull shit so now im evan more scard but i told my bf and he said if they
ever look,talk, or thouch me he will brake every bone in there body
and they still call me and say they are going to rape me and kill me
and my boyfriend saw my arms and the cuts i told him that my dog attced
me and i told him that i cut myself 3 weeks later and i hung up he called back
and asked why did i hang up and i told him that i was scard what he would say he just said that he was sorry about why i cut myself i starrted cryibg h esaid he had to go
and about 30 mins later he was at my house h egave me a hug and a kiss
i wasw so happy