he broke up with me yet he comes back

acting as if nothing has happened. he called me "darls." he usually just calls me by my name but idk why he called me by a "pet name".

this is my ex boyfriend who now has a bf of his own....

i shouldnt care that he has a bf but it makes me feel worthless and like i really am a bad person... i also realised another thing, the reason no one will tell me the 5th most hated person of my grade is, is because i realised its me.

he used me to get to the my chem show then dumped me the night after. i was stupid enough to let him have a bf at the begining of the relationship, but i just got back at him at the new years party with another friend of mine, even though before that at my groups xmas party my best friend had kissed me... i dont know anything anymore... i had my life planed out, but now i just dont know where the frank im going...

why is half the world full of dickheads? [note: retorical question]