Growl!

Have you ever had those days where you just wanna die? well today was one of those days for me. In California you have to pass algebra 1 in 8th grade or you have to retake the course until you get it and if by your senior year you haven't passed . . . . you don't get to graduate. ARRRGH!!!! Today i really wanted to just drop-out. I can't stand this stupid law/rule thingy. I don't get algegra or math at all. and it's like i've tried getting a tutor but it just doesn't help. I really really really wanna like have an o/d of like vicodin and just never wake up tomarrow morning or something. i really, what I want more than anything, is to move back to Colorado. I miss my friends, I miss my home, I miss my boyfriend, and I miss my school. AND no offense to anyone who likes California, I hate it here. It's just soooooo crowded, polluted and they have this bulls**t rules that just are absurd. like the math thing. GOD!!! I just can't stand it out here.