Please

can I just fucking not feel so crap for once. Can I please life the rest of my life not feeling this. I hate trying to hide it. Sometimes I don't know how to get through the next hour let alone the rest of my life. Erugh, Journal rants. But I'm puting this down overwise I fear i'll explode. Warning: May cause you think I'm crazy. Go join the rest of them. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. It's not fair. One in Four girls feel this way and one in six guys. Thats quite a lot. Even so I feel Lonley. fuck.

Sorry for ranting. I shall shush now.