my encounter

i do believe ill be fine for a few days,
ive sat and ive spoken to Satan himself.
hes not so scary.
he told me not to worry, aslong as i keep it together ill be fine.
he said he never wanted to see me in hell
he said im too good for that place.
i disagree, i told him that i want nothing more then to be gone from this place
i offered my life and my soul for eternity
but he said no
he said i have too much ahead of me
he gave me a cross, not a satanic one just a normal cross
a small one
he told me to wear it
he told me to tell no one (personally) that he gave it to me.
i made it into an earing.
he said he had more to tell me, but he needed to go
he kissed my forehead
and said goodbye
until another night.
and since then i havent seen her, and she keeps my insanity away...my guardian angel i guess, my ghost....my Anna