What Did I Do To Deserve Friends Like This?

why oh why are there only a couple of people in this fucking world that dont seem to... ugh i dont even know whats wrong. i just know that there is a tremendous amount wrong.

i've had a fuck awful day/ a fuck awful week. - a fuckawful TERM.

and i hope to [[god]] that nobody of much importance in my social life actually reads it

[[*waves to adam.. who's doubtlessly gonna read it - no., that doesnt apply to you. cos i knew you'd read it anyways*]]

on her own
she's left alone
again
tonight
and she's screaming
-unbeliever
her dilemna wont
go away...
(wish it away)

pulled in three directions
forward backward and down
how the hell did she end up
like this??
head in hands with her heavy heart
wind back time - no improvement
she's drowning in "if only's"
endless white - coloured dispair
wishing for just a splash of black or anything else

coffee table breakdown
"your food ma'am is served with your tears"

stifled screaming
-unbeliever
her dilemna wont go away
WHT WONT IT GO AWAY?
September 30th, 2007 at 12:05am