11/12/14

So I haven't opened my computer to write in like a week. Some seriously shitty things have happened and I'm busy trying to figure out which truth is the truth I should take to heart. I don't think I actually have it in me to write right now. Mostly because I tried to commit suicide and got taken home by some very nice ladies that almost ran me over. Mostly because my mind is slowly liquifying trying to figure out if my friend is my friend or if because he got a girlfriend he is no longer. Complicated. Everything is so fucking complicated.