I'm so sad. Beth...she was so precious and innocent. She went through so much to stay alive and then...ugh. I didn't want her to go like that. I didn't want her to go at all. I so wanted Bethyl to happen. Like, I ship it so hard. And now it'll never happen because she's gone.
I thought I'd never say this, but damn, I'm relieved we have this little break before new episodes air. I need this time to like...get over it. I seriously sound like I lost someone near and dear to me, lol. BUT DAMMIT. I loved Beth. They put her through so much and now it's like it was all for nothing. All that character development and that connection with Daryl is just gone. :/
AND SHIT, DARYL'S REACTION, THOUGH. I was sad and then I was devastated because Daryl crying, I can't even deal. I just can't. AND MAGGIE'S REACTION, TOO. She legit just found out her sister was alive and then it was like, "oops, never mind, lol jk."
I will say this, though: I'm so fucking happy that fan fiction exists. I'm going to be reading Bethyl fics hardcore until the show comes back.
Basically. And yeah, I just rambled so much but the feels are real. That's it.
RIP Beth.
xoxo