You really know that shit just got real when you're in the bathroom studying Archimedes' Principle.
Seriously, I just realized how pathetic and sad that is. I just found out since I was collating my friend's surveys that a 13-year old girl - a seventh grader - has been going to open parties and soirees while me, a senior, 15, has no life. Not that I'm jealous of soirees and open parties hell no but I do not have a social life. And what I call my social life is extremely cringe-worthy.
Finals are coming in a week. I'm on the verge of getting expelled for verbally assaulting my classmate (I'm in a Catholic school. You know how nuns are). And I'm not sure if I'm swimming or sinking. People, I have officially contracted senioritis.
To start off, senioritis is a disease which seniors in uni or in high school can feel. It's an illness that will make you feel so sorry for yourself for not doing your shit or give you a bad case of "fuck this, i'm done with this shit." Most cases start from early childhood. Then it progresses with either decreasing or increasing intensity in high school. A good example of this is when I did my essay the day before the deadline for applications and submitted my application on the day itself. On the other hand, another example is how I just realized right now - while I'm typing this out - that I have an exam tomorrow.
I don't study much but when I do, I make sure it's done in the most pathetic way possible.
(Oh my god. This can be a goddamn story.)