What Can I Even Say?

Nobody reads this anyway, but I need to scream into the void for a while. I saw my girl on Saturday. She ignored me. I was shaking and crying for an hour afterwards. All I ever wanted from life was a chance at her. She told me she loved me, and then tore herself away. Why? After ten years, I thought we had a real, actual moment. And then she was gone. What teenage girl hates being loved? I just don't understand! In a choice between her and the world, I'd choose her. She doesn't even want anything to do with me? Why? Love is the world's strongest force. Why am I the guy to take the backlash?