Should Be Happy

When I planned this blog at around seven pm it was going to be a pretty happy one with lots of cutesy gifs about how excited I am. Ya'see, I was told earlier that it was OK'd for me to get a promotion. I would be bumped up to a key holder and get a dollar raise. Which is something to be extremely grateful and excited about.

And then my till came up 10$ short so all I can think is what a dumbass I am. Like I don't even know how that happened. And then I made a fool of myself in front of my boss which I was going to talk about her as well. About how I thought she hated me, but she doesn't, but now I'm sure she does.

And then lol something was brought up - that I don't feel comfortable even speaking of on here or anywhere online for that matter. So... now I'm just going to be fucking paranoid. I want everything to just be over with. I hate the end of the year.
December 20th, 2014 at 07:47am