So things have been completely insane over here. Between Boy and his ex, the family insanity and my own issues writing has unfortunately taken a bit of a back seat. I have been trying though! Just...nothing seems to be coming out right. I've written the next chapter of ToY about twelve times only to delete it. There is currently a huge dog in my house and I'm terrified of them. So there's that lovely thing. The attempt to stay completely sane during the holidays is proving hard, everyone's back in the house here and its making the things I do to keep myself calm really really difficult. I've been drawing a bit which is nice since I haven't done it in while. Boy and I are in stasis. He said he loved me and then asked me to stop saying I loved him. I cried, really hard. But its how we are. He's leaving soon anyway which I don't know if I can handle. I feel pain when I think about it, so I'm actively working not to. Anyway, I'll be attempting more writing over the next few days lets hope I can manage something.
Happy Holiday, y'all.
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