I'm just not feeling it this "festive" season. I haven't eaten in two days, and I'm still in bed. I'm not sad, I'm just emotionally bare today. I'm cooking rice because that's all I think I can eat right now. I have work in less than an hour and I just want to stay here, in my bed under my ceiling fan in this warm Australian weather.
I feel anxious, but I have no idea why. I'm pretty empty. The most festive thing I've done all season is watch AmazingPhil and Danisnotonfire's five days of Dilmas on YouTube.
I did attend my mum's side of the family's Christmas last weekend. That was nice, it was nice just to sit and talk with my Aunt about how I've been lately, it was nice to say something honest for a change.
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