I hate myself. The truth. I messed up my dream. We had auditions today for my school musical and I messed it up. I changed my song on the last minute and I fucked it. I did. I couldnt believe I could do something so stupid and crazy. God... How did I turn out so wrong? I messed up and I paid for it... Now Im stuffing my face. I just took in about 30 grams of fat in one hour. I can feel my stomach pounding and screaming for more space. I feel myself hating myself more and more each minute. I will not be okay. Im complaining on so much how I hate myself. Not my life. Just myself. Big different there. Anyways Im just going to listen to some music, write, do homework and die slowly.
Peace.
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