Dear Diary, Oh My God

I...I uploaded the first chapter of my happy place I'll be adding in personal stories but as in sure you'll figure out not everything is true.
This is a huge step for me and might take me a while but eventually I'll pick up a steady rhythm and you will get your stories as much as possible.

I'm not having overwhelming suicidal thoughts right now and I'm trying to be positive but I'm still scared about maybe needing (who in the actual Fuck am I kidding)therapy(I know I need I'm just really scared...) I know I'll need a female doctor/therapist/psychologist because I'm easily intimidated by males plus I ONE HUNDRED PERCENT ABSOLUTELY COMPLETELY REFUSE TO TAKE PILLS.

I don't have anymore updates though so I guess I'll write soon

Peace, knowledge,and power...they help more then you'd think
-Not Ghandi