Reporting to You Live From My Hospital Bed

Hello everybody! You're probably wondering why I'm so goddamn cheerful through my blog considering I have a pretty dreaded title to my blog entry, so I shall make this as painless as possible. :D

First off - I seem to think I need a new slogan for myself since I have to apologize for my lack updates on ALL of my stories. I haven't had a great excuse, other than my new schooling for being a Dental Assistant and my father's now frequent trips to the hospital. But I do apologize immensely and I hope I can make it up to you soon.

Second - I am currently at my hospital where they are running a quick test on a blood panel for my yearly results. I find it funny because when I started on this website, I didn't expect such a feedback for any stories, let alone my baby 'Let Them Heal'... but it did. Almost a year will pass since I have been writing it and I can't say that I'm nearly finished with it. Because I'm not. I have to say I have run through so many ideas when I read and re-read it that I wonder if I'll EVER be finished with it. But, for right now, I want to get through as many possible chapters as I can. I can't promise it'll be fast updates, but I hope I can keep going at a better pace. Hopefully I can I updated maybe once a week, on weekends or something.

Third - Since these lab reports will be a thing of the past, I hope all can keep me in your prayers for the next 48 hours. Although no cancerous tumors have erupted, nor has my heart been swelling like it had before, I am hoping that with all the xrays and physicals and vials of blood that have been sucked out of me will end quickly and I can breathe a little bit better and enjoy life more. I defnitely don't want to meet the man of my dreams at a hospital bed. I look horrible.

I hope to get an update out soon! I can't promise when since I'm under some severe nerves and I might breakdown soon, but maybe a little writing will help me cope with such things. I love each and every one of you who has always been by my side with my writing and in my personal fight against my medical history and my father's. You have no idea how much you have all meant to me. Thank you all so much for your patience. My still beating heart gets stronger every day because you guys.

Much love,
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