It's Been Ages!

I don't feel like I've been on here in months, probably because I haven't been. I mean, it's not like I have any close friends on here anymore, but this place used to be one of the best sties ever for me! I guess it's because I haven't focused on writing in such a long time due to other things. So much has happened in my life and I just need somewhere to write it down!

First off: I went (am still going) through a weight loss journey! After being pretty obese since before even being a teenager, I decided enough was enough. I felt too terrible about myself, not only physically, but mentally. I have successfully lost 120+ pounds in, what I think, was a very healthy fashion.

I feel tons better, but I unfortunately learned that my weight wasn't what caused my mental issues, but slightly intensified them. Learning to accept myself overall is something I'm going to have to learn to deal with separately.

I actually think that I might have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I refuse to flat-out say I have it because I haven't been to a therapist yet, so once I start over with my college in August I'll visiting the one provided by the university. With that being said, what started out as a weight loss journey has turned into one with the destination marker being SELF LOVE!

Another thing I talked about a long time ago was being in an Online LDR. Well, it's not so much long distance and it isn't strictly online anymore! We met on the 13th of March and it was pretty much the best day ever. It definitely boosted up my happiness levels! I also had my first kiss that day, so it was pretty special.

Lastly, I may be back on here more often! As I'll be starting up University again, I'm going to need something to relieve my stress. Writing seems like the perfect solution for that! I already have an outline of a story I want to work on, so that's going to be my main project. I'm super excited to release my creativity again!