In so many ways.
I've taken a handful of Kalms; that's a traditional natural plant remedy to relieve periods of worry, irritability, stresses ad strains. They don't fucking work. I take them anyway because like everything else in my life, they have this contradicting psychological effect on me; if I take them I feel calm because I associate them with being calm. I'm crazy, I know.
... head feels fit to burst; feels like when I move my head that my brain moves a millisecond later than it should
... jaw is tense; teeth are beginning to touch and grind
... hands feel full of energy that I can't type away; urge to flap is over whelming
... overly stimulated, hypersensitive, things are little too animated right now
My reality is killing me. My fantasy is even worse because I'm painfully aware that I'll never live it; I just want my fucking Hogwarts letter.
How are you?
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