I've been watching United States of Tara; a show about a woman living with DID. My friend Jordan recommended it for me the day of my little episode. I told her I liked it; but it scares me. This woman has children and a husband and a life. What if I'm not so lucky? What if I can't make a living for myself? What if this gets the best of me. Her switches started when she had sex with a guy she didn't want to have sex with in college. I don't know what triggered mine. I'm afraid I will go through the same thing and lose control of myself and the vessel my body. I've worked too hard for this to let myself go now.
I will not let them out.
I will not let this define me.
They are not going to ruin the one life I get.
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