I don't know how to feel today. I mean, I know how I feel, but I don't feel like that. It isn't my vibe today, which is good I guess. I actually feel like shit. I don't know who to talk to about it. I don'y know who knows and that makes me feel like everyone knows. They all see through me. They all judge me. I worked so hard for my invisible/mysterious vibe. WHAT IF THEY ALL FIND OUT THAT I'M NEVER ACTUALLY SITTING ALONE.
I want to apologize to my teachers and my boss at work for being such a shit person in getting assignments in on time and coming in on time. To be honest, its rough to express myself sometimes. So many thoughts running around in my head; heavens knows not all of them are actually mind, just a figment of information that one of them is trying to remind me of in their own special way.
Maybe this is my fault. I blocked them off so long and now they're trying to escape. Melody says they're just trying to help but I doubt it. I don't know what they want.
Sarah just wants peace.
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