I wish I could openly cry infront of you. Tell you all of my worries and fears. I don't want to be judged or told to stop crying. I want to be held. You don't have to say a word. I need you to listen. I know you think it's silly and redundant, I don't have to be told. Just hear me, be there for me. I need support, I need your love. You always said I can talk to you about anything but I don't feel I can all the time. I want to come to you about anything and everything. You're my other half, someone I love and trust. I want to confide in you only. There's been so many times where I go to write a status but then I delete the whole thing because I don't want to chance a negative talk about it later. I only ever want to tell other people our business when I don't feel satisfied with the extent of our discussion. I don't say a word though. That's when I feel bottled up. Then it's hard to talk to you again, and I cry. Then you ask why I'm crying...
Crying makes me feel better; relieves a pressure like no other in my head. I firmly believe in the statement "needs a good cry".
I know, we've been over some of that before too. As I said, redundant, silly, whatever, please just listen. It's the best thing you can do.