I'm not having a good day Today, I found myself upset that I haven't been able to find a new job. Technically speaking, I have had a few call backs but it's all retail. I can't handle retail anymore after I quite my Assistant Manager position at a small clothing store. I just can't find anything outside of retail at the moment. Everything is either too far away, requires a degree, or they've lost my resume (don't want to hire me).
It's really depressing. So what happens when I get depressed? I eat. I eat everything I can get my grubby little hands on. Truth of the matter is I hate it. I just don't know how to stop it.
People have tried changing me over the years. They've suggested forced me into walking and eating healthy. Problem is none of it sticks. If left to my own devices I get lazy. I hate working out. I also hate the almost 100 plus degree weather that threatens Texans year after year.
Thing is I know that I have to change. It's ultimately my decision. I have to be willing to take the first step. I usually can get started. I just have to stay motivated.
I just don't know if I have it in me.
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