Oh My God I Cannot Contain Myself

Okay okay, my hands are still shaking. Heya guys,

So i'm telling you this because I have nobody else to talk to and it's lonely today.

Alright i'm going to try and make this story as short as possible, so I my friend a few years back, I asked her to hook me up with this boy named Dylan (there's my story on my page his name is 'Darren') but anyway so this boy and I after a few months we finally got in contact for the first time, and even though he wasn't online much, we managed to exchange 3 conversations. You see his mom is like PSYCHO strict and didnt allow him to date.

We had a mad crush for each other but our blossoming relationship was cut short by his mom who deleted his facebook and we lost contact. I was grieving for 2 years (stupid I know but I really liked him) and soon I realized that some of the things he said to my friend only a douchebag would say, so i'm like ''Screw him'' and did a fair job at forgetting him.

It wasn't a problem until I made this fake facebook and I looked up his name today, and I FOUND HIM. I FOUND his new account, and I was in SHOCK. I immediately sent him a message saying ''Hi, i'm Leila, do you remember me?'' and I sat back and i'm sitting here now thinking ''OH I SHOULDN'T HAVE SENT HIM THE MESSAGE'' now all of my grief and feelings are ripped open and I should have just left this story closed and finished. I wish I never looked him up in the first place D:
June 28th, 2015 at 04:09pm