Just Stuff

So things have been happening in this past few months. Many many things.

Which is why I can't do us anymore. We broke up. And you have no idea how much that hurt me. I had to heal, and pick myself up off the ground. And here I am standing. Upright.I got here, when I thought I never would.

There is no connection anymore. There is no we against the world, no we had things right, no we are made for each other shit.

We broke up. You told me you just wanted to be friends. You are not my best friend. You're not even a friend. You're just someone I went to school with, someone from my past. I cannot do this with you anymore. I do not want to.

Yes I agreed to friendship but not as some doorway to something further developing. I agreed to friendship so that we could keep it exactly that way.

I am sorry. But please just don't.