Ok. This is a strange, but personal problem.
Basically, I love this guy. He's 7 years too old for me and he lives in Oxford. I'm still trying to get over him. But recently I found his myspace (no I don't stalk him!) and there's a picture of him. I told my best friend all about him, every word he said to me and how he gave me his number (i don't use it). I ended up showing her what he looked like. I feel strangely empty now. He was my little secret. Over time I was happy to talk about him to my best friend only but I always had his face to keep to myself. Now I don't. She's seen him.
I'v ended up telling my other close friend too. I mentioned that I'd found his picture and now she wants to see it too.
I've already showed one friend, and she's been really supportive so should I show her?
I feel exposed, and empty. But I owe it to her. But I don't want her to critesize it. He was mine. How he's theirs too. I wish i hadn't shown my bestie. But I did. I think I should show my other friend. But I'm confused. It's not like it's a secret anymore...
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