It Helps Me

Leaving high school was one of the best things that's happened to me. All the drama I had to deal with on a daily basis was finally done and over with. A huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. In those few months that I was still a prisoner, I was going through the worst heart break I've ever felt.

I had never been a huge pot smoker until late April. Yeah, it's illegal, but for me, it's the best damn anti-depressant. I never thought I would become a stoner who smoked out of many different items. But I am. I did. I do.

I wouldn't change it for anything. It helped me through that rough time. Although, to be honest, the memories of that relationship, the one I thought was so perfect, they still hurt me. Not as much as they used to, but it's still hard. When you really look at it, it's only been a little over 4 months.

I guess I just never thought I would be this person. But I'm very happy with who I am.
July 30th, 2015 at 05:37pm