I'm Sorry

To my readers (if you're still there) and my RP partners, I'm sorry.

Lately things have just not been good for me. I recently started nursing school and as a result, I'm completely swamped with work. I'm trying to be a good student now and get my work done and do all my reading and get enough sleep, so that doesn't leave a lot of time to sit down and write or RP. And lately, even when I have the time...I don't want to. Well, I want to but I also don't want to. It's hard to explain. I just know that I've been feeling really down lately and all I wanna do is lay around on the couch and watch TV and possibly drink alcohol. And I feel bad because I like writing and RPing and it's just been so hard to find time and motivation to do those things. So if my story updates get slower (I know they're already slow, I'm a terrible person) or I don't reply to RPs for a few days, I'm sorry.

this blog was just a big long ramble and i'm sorry for that too