Celebrating the Positive Things

Well. Crappy thoughts things have pestered me over the past few years weeks. So I'm here to celebrate myself and my small achievements in life.

This is a little intimidating considering I cannot recall even one awesome thing I've accomplished. But. Maybe I should be content with myself? I mean, that is the idea, right? To ease yourself slowly into getting comfortable in your own skin? I don't know. I'm pretty new at this. I've been new at this my whole life. This "confidence" thing.

First off though, here's just a little side note. I think people are such beautiful creatures. They can be so many people at the same time. It's such a peaceful thing when people are so sure of themselves and when they just shrug off negativity just like that. I think it's beautiful when people strive flourish on their own two feet and keep themselves up with head held high. I admire that so, so much, and I wish that on myself, too.

So. Here goes.

1. I somehow got the top fifth place highest battery exam score on my course.

2. I live by myself. A lot of the people that are the most important are very far away from me, and I'm still managing chores and school well (kind of).

3. I've been prioritizing myself. Takes quite the effort.

4. I am in a foreign place, and I'm somewhat adapting.

5. I've tried to be as kind as possible my whole life. Although kindness is often thought as weak and timid, I think it's a must. Oftentimes, people need kindness for them to sprout kindness as well.

6. I've maintained contact with some people that mean the world to me. My parents. My best friend. X.

7. I'm immune to people's opinions. Who the fuck cares about people's bullshit.

8. I'm slowly unlearning that whole "sadness" notion. It's easier for me to be sad, that's why I always fall into that hole. It takes effort to put up a facade, but I want to be vibrant and happy. I'm currently still in progress.

9. Although I suck at commitments, there are a few things/people in my life that stuck to me since day one. Friends. X. My parents, especially my mom. My passion for arts and designing. My terrible need for perfection.

10. I like myself now. I've been looking in the mirror, and I can see myself doing wonderful things.

There. A list of ten, and I'm very pleased with myself.

To be honest, I started out this blog feeling crappy, but now things have cheered up a bit. I suggest you try this, too, reader. Comment it here, or start your own blog. Celebrate yourself. :)