God... This Week

I lost best friend and editor(she wasn't a good editor but still). Since I told me that I couldn't txt for a while but now.... she well... wants to stop being friends. I just lost a family friend, went into my dark mood and she kept txting. and she wonders why I txted dark things. like hurting one's self.

Reason for the dark mood: Helen, my 2nd momma and family friend....is gone. Her spirit or soul isn't here anymore.

So I have a GOOD reason to think of dark theme things. Hell, I asked Foxy if I could use his hook to hurt myself. Which was a hint of just how dark the mood got.

-_- So this week plus a bit of the weekend is just fucked up. I have no offline friends now... other then my sister-in-law but other then her, I have no one. -sighs-