Back on Mibba/ First Semester of College Done/ Emotional Hell

Hey guys! I have been MIA for I think at least 4 months but I am back because Mibba is my outlet and I have went through some shit in the past semester. I have finished my first semester of college and my grades kind of suck but Ill be okay because I am ready for next semester. Also, I know some of you know I pledged in a sorority which brings me to my emotional hell. Now, the people who are reading this and have their mind sets about sororities, you are WRONG. My emotional hell is that I have had to depledge for reasons I am still coming to terms with. It wasn't the sorority, it was my personal life. Anyway, I need Mibba back. It is my outlet to write and role-play and I need it back! I am about to have a month of nothingness and I don't need to wallow in my sadness, I need some outlets. So, if you want to write a story with me or start a roleplay, please let me know. I am up for any original slash anything as always.
WHAT I REALLY WANT IS SOMEONE WHO WILL DO A YOUTUBER ROLEPLAY OR STORY WITH ME.
My YouTube Crushes:
Caspar Lee
Troye Sivan
Tyler Oakley
Sawyer Hartman
Connor Franta
Joe Sugg
Zoellla
Alfie Deyes
Marcus Butler
Jim Chapman
Ricky Dillon

Youtuber Ships:
Troyler
Zalfie
Saspar Leeman
Jaspar

Thanks love you all!
Ema