Cancelations, How I Loathe You So

I don't even want to write this right now. Ugh.

So...I've been gone...for a while...again. Been reading a bit and studying a lot (just because y'all don't see me doesn't mean I don't see you! I'm still around! !!). I quit my very first job maybe a lil less than a month ago (some of the managers were shit and ya girl ain't bout it bout it). Ya.

But I just wanted to come here and say that I'll no longer be writing for Yours or Endgame. And I say that I don't even want to write this because I hate turning my back on a story. But a lot about me has changed, my thoughts and beliefs on things. And I look at these stories and I can't believe I wrote them, romanticizing things that were actually shit. And I understand that it's fiction and it's only as real as you want it to be but I can't write about it when my heart's not in it, not when I irl think that shit like that is morally wrong (i.e. a grown ass man pursuing a teen, cheating on your significant other, etc etc). I have no tolerance for that kind of stuff now and that's all I can think of. I don't mean to be so dramatic, sorry. But I thought an explanation is necessary.

(Disclaimer: Endgame as a whole wasn't romanticized but rather solely the ending. I hate how I was gonna finish it. The only way I would bring it back is if I were to change the ending and some plot points I had planned. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. Maybe.)

I'll also probably start editing Sarah Alice (again haha) and removing/replacing some offensive/insensitive dialogue. I'll work on it, I just gotta come up with something new. Also I'll probably flesh out the characters some more too, make them more diverse. I've been meaning to do this for a while actually. ::)

I don't mean to disappoint anyone by discontinuing my stories (I don't think I will but I'm throwing it out there just in case). I'll keep them up for the sake of copyrights and warding off plagiarist assholes. But I just wanted to make this change, it's something that I've thought about for some time.

But I'm still writing so that's good. Even if it's only just a little bit. If you've gotten this far I hope y'all had a good Christmas and that youwill have a happy new year! (Also I changed my user and I looooovee)

So yeah. Just thinking out loud. xx