The Struggle Is Real

I have no money for books, I have no money for notebooks, paper, binders, pens, pencils etc. etc. I'm supposed to be getting a book allowance from Financial Aid but it doesn't show up when I look at my account summary, just my refund is showing up which won't come until the end of the month. I have two online classes already assigning me work from these text books that I cannot afford to get and now I'm just pissed off and stressed because I was on the phone with Financial Aid just last week and they said I would get my book allowance today and it's still not here (shocker that they don't know what they are talking about).

I have an Analysis paper due in February that I want to get started on now but I don't know what an Analysis paper is and it's not really well explained - or I guess dumbed down to the point that I understand. I feel like I'm in way over my head with all of this. I'm only taking four classes, two of which were mandatory. I just want to be a good student but how can I if I can't get the books or supplies because for some reason, I haven't received and f-cking book money?!