After doing a lot of thinking, I've decided that I just can't stay on this site anymore, at least not with this account. I can barely log on here anymore without getting unbelievably sad. This account just holds too many painful memories for me, so I have to give it up.
In a few days I'm going to deactivate this and start fresh. There's a lot of you that I would still like to be friends with on here so just let me know and I'll send you a friend request.
I really hope this will help me get to where I need to be. And I hope that someday soon my desire to write will come back to me.
Goodbye for now.
-Kayla